Trust Me by S. M. Mala

Author:S. M. Mala
Language: eng
Format: epub, mobi
Publisher: S M
Published: 2014-05-03T05:00:00+00:00

‘You were thinking about Gillian, weren’t you?’

… Sasha laughed. They were lying in bed, naked. ‘You can tell me.’

‘You don’t want to know,’ he replied, running a finger along her jawline.

There was nothing he could say to her for a while. He knew he couldn’t fall for Sasha and it could be confused with giving him a hard on for more than ten seconds.

It was remarkable, his feeling of sudden confidence and his need to please her.

‘You’re very quiet,’ she whispered. ‘Was I all right? Did I hurt you? I’ve got no idea how a non-working penis starts to work. I did some research when you told me and-.’

‘You did what?’ he said, taking his hand away. ‘Why?’

‘When I stumbled on the information, you looked a little upset, so I wanted to help.’ Sasha double blinked. He knew he was frowning. ‘There are medical conditions associated with it and then there is the use of recreational drugs.’

‘I see.’

He knew his body was stiffening. Sasha pulled away.

‘I wanted to know why it happened and if it was the same as me. Why do you look so angry?’

‘Nothing,’ he said and threw off the duvet cover, feeling humiliated. ‘I’m going to sleep in the other room.’

‘What have I said? I was only being honest. You seem to be fine and-.’

‘Just the once.’

‘Twice in one day,’ she corrected.

‘Don’t expect anything from me, okay!’ he snapped and wanted to slap his own face when he noticed she was blinking back surprise tears.

‘I don’t expect anything from anyone.’

Kit walked out of her room, angry at his own reaction, knowing in the back of his head he was so afraid of not being able to perform.

To be a man.

The man he would ideally want to be with Sasha.

He closed his bedroom door and wondered why his mood had suddenly changed from the feeling of love to the rage. It dawned on him he was still deeply scarred from his relationship with Kristin and there was so much to be healed.

His problem was he couldn’t trust someone to make him feel good about himself.

And then a tonne weight fell on his chest when he realised what he’d just done.

Sasha was only trying to help, to understand. She’d given herself as much as she could for him only to throw it back at her.

For the first time he was with a woman who was willing to put him first, compliment him, make him feel good about himself and he’d just cut her down.

‘Shit,’ Kit said, putting his head in his hands.

There was no point going back to her room to apologise, it was obvious she was upset.

‘It’s me,’ he mumbled. ‘I’m the one that destroys things.’

Throwing himself on the bed, he lay there, troubled at what was wrong with him.

Then he fell asleep.

The arm around his waist woke him up in the middle of the night.

Sasha was next to him, fast asleep. He hadn’t heard her come in and felt guilty looking at her face, serene in a dreamlike state.

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